JustiN

2011-03-27T06:04:00.003+08:00

you see, i miss my past.
my old past. Adreline rush, surprise, decisions in the spur of moment.. everything.

But i love and treasure my present.
Everyone that i have around me, or rather most.
Everything that i have with me.

Just know for sure that we will stick by one another no matter what. :)

headaches and heartaches to somethings...
but nothing beats u sacrificing and staying up for me :)

2011-01-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

Lately i've been thinking bout what i can do.
=|

not a pleasant dilemna to be honest.
my patience is really bad i guess.

2011-01-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

what a fucked up day.
first thing first, problem 11 was a killer.
next, was the questioning part by leona lewis.
too bad she got something against my team everytime.. or maybe me.

how often someone get to touch me in the face ?
much less throw smth to it ? patience has its limit......
but i only gt myself to blame for not stating the obvious.
just imagine it happening to you.

fuck you singtel.
very much. please fucking reduce ur call waiting time.
dont divert here and there you fucking asshole.
Make it toll free at the very least.
ccb really cock service.

i know you dont like the idea of me enrolling in that smth, but i know that im stubborn and i told you what is the only thing that could stop me.
i got a really bad attitude towards things now, and pile it up with my daily life things only get better when we all laugh at things.
Now that i took 2 steps down, i dont see anything stopping me already.
The line i said ' its not about who gonna let me. Its about who's gonna stop me '
is outdated now..

Yeah i see the traces of disappointment in ur face whenever i mention it.
it gets me thinking bout if im right or wrong but the bigger picture tells me im right.

Life dont go our way everytime darling.

each time i wake up, the anticipation gets higher.
Esp today, when i saw that bag on the floor.
DAMN !

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

2011-01-03T03:37:00.002+08:00

its 3.37 and im aint asleep.
I think u're gonna go " ARE YOU CRAZY ? " and yada yada again..
hahahaha

you see, its our second today.
I knew this gonna happen when i suggested to go prawning today, when I have not completed my media writing.
nevertheless i had tons of fun at prawning today despite being the laughing stock.

It sure was very fun, and many times i thought of how i could get you out to be there with me next time. I thought of the various ways, when and how etc..

But actually my deepest thought was how many prawns i could eat =D HAHAHAHA

Well the reason im still up is cause of the paper envelope im trying to learn via watching youtube videos.
There were a lot of choices, and i chose this origami thingy.
I have never folded this kinda thing before, so will be the cripes in there..
give me chance and pointers when you see it later okay ?
I tried to print our photo this afternoon but the aunty was too guai lan to me.
So i left, and i will give you this photos sometime soon in my dream alright ? :p

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye, and i know your trying to make up for the flaws that you got even though its not your fault.
we'll just keep going, and things will just get better <3

second and countinq. . .
Theresa<3

2010-12-24T03:09:00.003+08:00

each time i encounter a setback i think i cant handle,
i think of giving up first, then i think of ways to conquer it.

each time i thought of ways to conquer it, i seldom do it.
when i do it, it means the motivation to do it is fucking strong.

perhaps thats why people do certain things, they give their all, or nothing at all.

i dont know how to explain what is it right now.

they say, opposite attracts. . .
but they forgot. . . similarity bonds.

it was nice seeing you falling asleep that day.

2010-12-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

Hello porky!
By the time you read this post, I should probably be on my way home or going out again till morning.
I don’t know what made me want to write this, as I have never done such thing before.
Lets start with how I set my sight on you.
I remember seeing you outside the lift, and told my friend that you were pretty.
(OF COURSE, BEING PRETTY THEN CAN CATCH ATTENTION FIRST RIGHT !! )
We said “ HI “ and your friend that mag and the others looked hostile. .
Whats worse was that you looked blur and irritated. =.=
that is the FIRST interaction we had ! hahahhaha…

I began to took notice of you since then.
As weeks pass, I couldn’t get a chance to talk to you.. as you were always with your friends or some other guys that were wooing you !

I will always try to catch a glimpse of you each time I go to the lift. Looking for you on facebook wasn’t exactly easy.
I did not have a slight clue to what your name was, and asking my friends from other class about you was futile.
I then joined the W3 group, and search through the 200 over people to find you, BUT STILL DON’T HAVE.
All I know about you was the pretty girl with the pink fujitsu laptop, with a white bag in w36(iforgot) >.<
I even had ice cream with Valerie at the lift there so I could see and describe you to her so she could help me get your name !

Im sure you remember this because you told me you remember that day.
Then one day, Einstein came knocking and told me. ..

....
.....
......
.......
........

TO BE CONTINUE . . . ! =D

Happy first month darling <3

2010-09-30T02:49:00.004+08:00

wada wada wada lan par la.

was so dead tired for the entire day ! and yet when night falls i cant get to sleep.
Nocturnality or is it insomnia ?
either way, i asked for it myself. =|

eyes are barely closing but my mind is wide awake.
gotta try to get a good sleep man. sigh

ohoh, is either we have this same thing in common,
or it is that i changed to make myself more flexible.
nevertheless i laike !
I'll break the top score the next time round.

2010-09-12T04:24:00.002+08:00

Life has just begin.

Ut for the past week.
somehow somewhat i got this niggy feeling I'll do fine.
maybe this assurance comes from the daily grade.

Monday is the last paper, but i deem it as game over.
wtf is it man ?! no doubt cindy is good but hahaha maths is _l_ up thing.

chances chances chances.
its not love, its not money its, its not luck
where are you gonna come to me ?
How can i get to you ?
I cant advance to the big stages w/o you.
How can i overcome this obstacle of mine ?
Im born with it i know.
but im born with a lot more things. much better.
I dont use it cause i dont see myself worthy of it.
I saw one just now. but i shut myself out of it the moment i think of what else will happen if i went ahead.
Just hope I have a group of friends with similar interest to help me with this.
I know, what i can do. I know my weakness since day 1.
that number 4 is the cause.
but i dont know, what can i do to purge it.

i dont know what may come, but i do know i dont have much time left.

we say this
we say that.

we all know one another's bad points, but patience goes only so far.

end of the day..

things dont change for no reason.
you might think you have done nothing wrong,
or think that hiding things helps.

think again my friend.........

2010-08-31T03:50:00.004+08:00

wah lan eh. past few days been thinking bout this stupid phone.
may sound stupid and ridiculous.
troubled cause all evidences is in my favour, but like dont feel right if i take it also. wouldnt mind paying for it since somethings was successful.
But !!! its such a bonus if.............
ohwell will settle this shit once and for all later on.

ohwell soccer oh soccer.. i'll jus admit i'll nvr beat the banker, betting big or small. didnt expect sucha reaction from that stupid evon. hahaha stupid pork.

UT next week. the thought of maths and science makes one want to start, but the sight of the content turns one off.

where the hell u find a girl to call a guy dumb when he didnt take advantage of her in that situation =.= really is a bitch man u ! thankgod big head was stronger than small head. you got my spit for that.

okay la.. despite all these headaches there still many happy things that are worth a mention... suchas going out like daily at night, those cock stuffs.
beer beer beer and more beer........
though sometimes really stucked at where to go..
but its fun..

whats best is that we talked.. !! hahahahaha
super challenging but i like !
HAHAHAHAHAHA

fuck that iphone get my mind.
back to PES !

2010-08-19T03:25:00.002+08:00

its been a while friend.
Many things happened.. good and bad.
volleyball is getting more interesting, perhaps cause im getting exposed to more things.. or cause my confidence is soaring after that day.

i dont know. I see it as a alternative to take my mind off things, or maybe cause i dont want to get criticize at by the coach.
his comments are really fucking demoralizing but hilarious.
I haven gotten any really bad remarks so maybe i find it funny for now.
what i believe is that, so long you have what it takes, you have a say.
if you dont, work hard and get it.
same like how respect is earned.

now back to topic. i still really want to say FUCKOFF right in your face.
but again i've been thinking.. its just me. why the fuck am i so bothered ?
I can simply do the same since i know im needed more than i need.
each time i see your face.. wah lan.. _l_
hahaha hong gan ka lan la..

so.. its thursday.
dinner tonight & school on friday.
japan YOG girls training in RP, and then our turn.

i see a friend of mine in a worse situation than i am now.
I guess we're on the same wavelength.
knn. 1 bottle if possible.

im blanked out now.
fucking off now.

always know if the juice is worth the squeeze. fuckass

2010-06-05T07:16:00.000+08:00

Leo Man
He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a
dignify facial __ex-pression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly
showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident
and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person,
but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frighten, he
will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but
mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not talk fast, or can not
talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act
normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd
and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to
power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right
moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you
will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will
never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than
loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such
thing. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a
bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a
blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without
making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a
rainy storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he
will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty
guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it
will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well
manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be
carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people
well, except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people
especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could
compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no
difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and
tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see
him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just
broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl
friends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing
his face is not one of them. Leo man can not live without love ,
because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He
may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy
that you asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you
right away.

When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with
his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to
buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily
even if he has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money
for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a
lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties,
he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun
and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle
him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance
novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to
small matters because your cool stability will control and ease his
mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will
be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your
friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to
walk with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and
he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first
time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a
first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore
his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk
about himself.

tsk tsk tskkk. . .

2010-06-05T06:01:00.002+08:00

im thankful i made it home in one piece.

chee bye never felt so frustrated before.
fucking msians.
really you guys just dont know what the fuck you all are doing.
some warrior kind on the phone and yet back at home.
fucktards ttm.

dont want say much.

music and company was really good for the night =)
oh oh oh oh oh ohhhh !!
1,2,3,4 5,6,7,8

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

2010-05-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

Since i saw blogs bout common things, i agreed to join this topic

many would say,

its not worth it..
keep your distance..
dont be taken in so easily..
your worth much better..
stuffs like that.

but this are the things that keeps one going subconsciously.
some people behave way differently for such issues.
some take the plunge and give all they got.
some play it cool and get nothing at all.
some wait and harbour hopes only for it to go up in smoke.
some play their cards well and got what they want.
some wish, pray, hope, to see a change.
and the list goes on. . .

we cant really decide whats best for one,
can only advise and hope they see things from our point.
In such things, the only way you learn is by falling.

im sure i understand whats going through your dickhead more than anyone does.
not the first time anyway. Just hope you pull yourself through this stage and get back stronger.
the only reason you're losing out is cause you have MORALS, and your dealing with someone outta your league.
Expose yourself to a wider circle and i bet my virgin ass you wont give a shit bout your current situation.
Your weakness is you commit too early, and you care too much.
Solution to this is to watch your distance and hold your ground.

dont give up your principles to something that haven prove its worthiness.
You will realise why i haven said anything bout giving up,
cause the best solution is to do decide for yourself,
what is the decision that you wont regret.

i got lots more on my mind man.
but this post is for you.

guilty like a dog to what happened today.
Heavy heart sinking like titanic.
Cant wait to see the result. _l_

And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

2010-05-18T02:16:00.004+08:00

this is.. week 5 of school.
Ups & down, within these 5 weeks.
time pass by so swiftly that, it seem just last week i stopped working.
I wish vivi all the best, though she was quite a *****

Saturday was absolutely <3<3<3<3<3
round 2, at v2.

had so much in my mindd just that thats why i came here..
now that im here, i've nothing in mind. -.-

hope maths aint gonna be prick up my ass.

I done lost my cool for just a minute,
but I'm back & better at doing my thing again

HOLLA IF YOU HEAR ME !

2010-05-03T02:02:00.002+08:00

ohhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!
severe stomach ache.
toes rotting.
totally what the fuck.

i dont like the link between me and her, serious.

comparisions are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
like a apple hanging on the tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

2010-04-26T06:02:00.002+08:00

ignorance.
Insolence has a price with it.

2010-04-23T01:55:00.002+08:00

okay, officially one week of school has passed by.
i left 14 weeks to complete semester one.
sounds long, but i know it will be short.
School's pretty fine, and things seem nice.

I admit initially i was waiting for the contact to be made.
Yes it happened, and now im thinking how things turned out this way.
how to fly now ?
It seem like a trick, or probably just being overly friendly.

I dont deny that we come from totally different places, and background.
nothing much in common, but somehow things seem to be working out.
Many a time i ask myself what am i doing, and how i ended up getting there.
and whats gonna happen.
simple, stay at the safe side, just fly.

- to not commit and not concede -
guess there's nth like this.

Seriously yes i do feel you, but somehow this seem too good to be true.

cos they got nothing on you baby. . .

2010-04-03T06:36:00.003+08:00

what a night..
first started with the rain, which i have been hoping for all along..
followed by kane benedict weiyang keane n marc that came over to the pub..
those mofos really animals man.

thirdly, in poker, smth really god damned sick happened.

i had quarts ACE.. i thought i aint gonna lose.
what were the chances of me losing anyway..
how confident i was man.. all ready to laugh and make fun..
WHO KNOWS WHO KNOWS
i was beaten. . by a royal flush.
10, J,Q,K,A spade.

totally speechless. Everyone there went ' WTF '
Nice play.

next, was how lucky i was at dice at Alan's table.
hahaha out of 10 games, the most i drank was just 1 glass.
Lynette was totally @#$%^&

at val's table was fun.
motherfucker 3x my size and yet my age.

Alright, im pretty much happy with what i have now.
Or rather in this intoxicated state, im happy with what i have.
At least good to know ppl whom i met up with are doing good n well.

hmm, sad to say,
being contended aside,
I must stop munching on snacks.
Endurance and stuffs going way behind.

okay, time to sleep.
tmr is another day of fun. Weekends uh weekends.
People always treasure things more when things comes to a end, or when they lost smth.

everything happen for a reason.

There's no Smoke Without Fire.

till then, im thankful for all that I have.
Be it friends, family, everything.

2010-03-26T05:09:00.002+08:00

Somehow weeks go by swiftly when you are working.
weekdays are good, except for this week due to total boredom,
while weekends are always high and loud.
texas, dice, sabo-ing...
I must admit its a damn relaxing job though.
Feeding those cats are nice, though they always eat and run =.=

Just when i thought its quite abit, i realise im short by alot.
The appetite just gets bigger.
Hard to remove the appetite when you can get your hands on that something.

2010-03-20T04:19:00.002+08:00

All i could think of was to make dead damn sure i'll pay that person back twice.
I swear Im that damn sure i can.

When i saw it I just dont know what to do.
Totally just had to leave somehow.
Frustration, rage, disappointment all boiling inside me.

I know what Im capable of.
All i felt was that burst of anger that even vivi didnt bother to crack me up.
Work was so fun, disturbing people, ignoring, all that shit,
and even rare, to have alcoholic-free friday.
but once i scroll back to that msg i feel the heat, and everything seem so distant.

I know breaking the law will only cause twice the misery.
Im glad i was binded back then.
really fucked.

2010-03-10T05:02:00.002+08:00

okay, i gotta say, my alcohol tolerance is up there,
im pretty good at it i would say.
but fcuk beer ?
come to think of it how come 6 mug wasnt any issue last time ?
or maybe it was because i was on a empty stomach..
ohwell its over, but somehow i guess things aint over.

Feels like im losing my mind, trapped in a drunken abyss.

i lost my specs btw, things gonna be blur,
and to make things worse, im in for a hella of a time tmr.
working with someone with a face that only.. okay nvm..
Whats worse was i pissed my boss off ..
well i wasnt informed of it what..
but i should have known better..
PRAY, TOLONG, WISH, HOPE wont be another beer feast !

and FOR KLING IN THE NOON !

ahh i cant go on..

all in all, 1 thing for sure, i wont be hoping for another cup of beer.

WAN SUAY PLAIN WATER !!!

eeewwwwww !!!!

69'

Arsenal

4 - 0

FC Porto

well done !!!

nights out.

2010-02-25T05:22:00.002+08:00

We ruin good opportunities by being over zealous, and indecisive many a times.
Adding on to one's tendacy for taking an inch for a mile.
Stories of people who crack under this chee bye word call ' Love' are common.
Leaving some people who seem so impossible to even shed a tear
weeping like some sor hai, and then falling into stages of depression,
and eventually changing into another person totally.

So how do you make up for lost time ?
Its half a decade boy.

aye, just in the mood to rant. . .

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young
It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse

2010-02-20T03:05:00.001+08:00

An elder Apache was teaching his grandchildren about life.

He said to them,"A fight is going on inside me; it is a terrible fight

and it is between two wolves.

One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance,

self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, competition,

superiority, and ego.

The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility,

kindness,friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.

This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person too."

They thought about it for a minute

and then one child asked his grandfather,

"Which wolf will win?"

The old Grandpa simply replied, "The one you feed.

2010-02-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

2010-02-10T04:48:00.002+08:00

Life's a game but it's not fair
I break the rules so I don't care
So I keep doin' my own thing
Walkin' tall against the rain
Victory's within the mile
Almost there, don't give up now

2 bowls of noodle late at night is just pure blessing.
somefuckers pee in the lift again. where is the fucking joy man.
seriously pleading for trouble _l_

2010-01-30T06:26:00.002+08:00

woots !
feels good dumping so many things away.
many things that once had meaning are now gone.

out with the old, in with the new.
Just an random thought to clear a lil but ended up all the cupboards. LOL

Since things are like this then just do what you ought to do.
No turning back, follow up and make it through.

Frisbee was good. Getting the hang of it =D
Si pui eh every point scored do warcry.. pu bor :@

thaipusam ltr !!

Live in the present tense,
facing the duty at hand without regret
for the past or worry over the future.

2010-01-11T02:11:00.003+08:00

If one's dreams felt like reality,
and then when you wake up,
there's that something that is
link to your dream.

what does it mean ?

this is really one of a kind.
i dont usually remember my dreams
but heck this is one that stays real deep
im more curious bout the other dream that the 1 bout the exams.
Something i never experience before.
Really not a word can describe it.

lets see how things goes.

nbcb o'lvl

2010-01-04T03:05:00.003+08:00

kay, its 2010. . .
doin this cause i cant get to sleep. .
Another decade has passed
just 10 yrs ago, i was pedigree-d and broke my nose..
by ? some malay guy.
feeling (y)

well well
1st year of new year was nice.
manage to catch the fireworks of 3 places by the beach
with great company.

k great, recurring dream, or rather nightmare giving me
ample thoughts to mull over.
aint funny man.. really no joke.

kay, feels good drinking alcohol before turning in.
really good.

you cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can.
If you love everyone and everything,
you lose your natural powers of selection and
wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality.
If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning.

An extract from 'The Satanic Bible'
Nice quote.

MrNiceGetsNowhere. =)

2009-12-26T21:58:00.005+08:00

i cant deny i was perplex or rather, stunned with what i saw.
but big head took over and made me saw clearer.
a distorted skull with a attitude that burns.
comments made showing what a blockhead you are.
obviously still lurking in the shadows of the past.

kkkkk enough ~
=D
ivan that _l_ gives poor instruction.

okay, right now,
cindy liew n ong bok kok IS PISSING & SCARING THE SHIT OUT OF ME

4.01 and showing rlly horrendous links.

k, DAMN !

TRUE LOVE TRUE LOVE TRUE LOVE =D

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

2009-12-14T03:40:00.002+08:00

no idea to why im feeling so disturbed.
probably many unexpected things occurring recently.

k great, mind gone blank once i log in here.

sad to say, many things are just rlly
' MEI YOU WEI SHEN ME DE '

so near yet so far. .
just 1 block away. . .
now. . thats rlly near & yet far. .

"God gave us a penis and a brain, but not enough blood to use both at the same time. "
Robin Williams

2009-12-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

oh finally,
having decent appetite after 4 days of porridge diet -.-
DAMN !!!

been waking up at wad ?
6+ 7+ in the morning for the past 2-3 weeks on my own..
SINCE WHEN THE SHIT I DO THAT SIA.
really weird ttm.
and from this, always feeling worn out by 10+

yeah, no doubt thats a decent bodyclock timing though..

OKAY,
today is a ??????
parkway, and then whr ?
katong mall ?
and everywhere we go we ?

standing sitting walking eating shopping
everywhere n anywhere !
HOLY SHIT.

its clear.
its better.
game over.

2009-12-04T08:17:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time
Archangel in the sky
Made a cover every night

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It'a miracle
In the snow, my heart won't be cold

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me what you know
Something should be told

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me where you go
I will prance behind your flow

Once upon a time
My angel gave me life

woke up to that song looming around. .
have no reason why too..
but agn, things links to things. well. . . =/

as usual, woke up with full of perspiration. .
but always feel better once im up.. -.-
1st time feel so cui.. ZZ

how did i get this shit in the 1st place man. .

2009-11-23T03:46:00.002+08:00

As requested by some pork face,

hmm.. everyone emo-ing due to individual reasons..
people making a fool out of themselves with the things they did.
saying on how great one is and then doing another.
well, ' gong wei bian lui ' ma

disgusted when i think back of somethings.

all in all, weekends are the best.
startingfromfridays. :)

A little of my mind
Take it from my soul
A fraction of your half
See it makes me whole
And multiply the times
Never be apart
Cos nothing can divide a heart plus a heart

A heart plus a heart.

your cock teasing face strikes again.

2009-11-15T06:13:00.003+08:00

yawnnn...

2 hrs more before going to meet Ab ppl..

guess i rather stay up than take a quick nap.

power naps would be good actually but knowing me, =/

on my way home, jus when i was about to press for the lift, the lift opened,
then, i heard smth gliding, and a shadow slowly emerging.. pu bor..
immediately rmb what ivan said bout the ' granny keropok ' at his house.
and fcuk at sengkang also..

den yeah ! this granny came out with a stool in her hand..
apparently i think i gave her a shock also =D

ahhhh 2 more hours..
Recently weekends are nice.

so..
guess sleep before going for the bbq instead of meeting haha.
since its pretty much the 4 letter word.
=/
things change the moment big head takes over small head.
like how ur thinking goes 360 when small head overule big head.

ahh.. funshioNnN for the next 2 hr !

ohyeah,
SATURDAY MORNING

Desmond lim.
THE BIGGEST LOSER

2009-11-06T04:38:00.004+08:00

damn bored and kinda.. sian ?

losing streak going on..
but pretty confident on smth tmr. . .

though rather sad by losing streak,
quite happy bout smth that seem to be the tip of a iceberg.
everything starts from small you see.
so. . . a matter of time.
A lil bit of booty never hurt nobody ^^

saw 2 teenager at Iluma arcade yesterday.
Both were guys, but somehow seems like more than friends eh.
Weird thing was both of them sat beside each other so closely.
They seem very happy and occasional loud laughters and vulgarities were exchanged.
However the weird thing was this 2 guys,
were playing this game to catch sweets.
Of all things, sweets.
Saw them walking towards a few of the "plushie " machines too.
Apparently they seem to be enjoying every moment of it.
They spoke to other each mainly in hokkien though, with a mixture of english in it
Well, i didnt get to know their name, but i heard ' PUI EH ! li si bei ow ' quite a few times,
with a couple of vulgarities in between.
After a while, they left the arcade with a bag full of sweets in hand.

Hope to see them around somewhere, as they make interesting case study.

stupid weirdo who was so happy
cus she can FINALLY SHIT

If I told you once,
I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.

2009-10-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

Dont want to be this

' only one ' . . .

2009-10-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

A story worth sharing and ponder...

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have fail to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my kid, and failed to be the dad and mum for my kid.

There was one particular day, when i had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftover, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home.

So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard an felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'.... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bed sheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking!
He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn’t anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles.
But i remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence i turn on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me.
However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till u return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I din want my son to see his dad crying...so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the showerhead on to mask my cries.... After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain of his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy....

A year has passed since the episode; I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regrets. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn’t to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. AND that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was The letters were for Mummy.

My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it an I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say...

I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, i= you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldn’t help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart....

"Dear Mummy, I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well... I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I s=t in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldn’t help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why haven’t you appeal? "

After reading the letter, I can’t stop sobbing. Cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

=/
sad sad sad x3

2009-10-21T03:17:00.002+08:00

what the heck is happening man.

take a break,
realise its champion's league..
saw matches that i thought was a GAMER.

so, somehow convinced myself, no harm.
inter, barce, liverpool, Olympiakos.

1st Barcelona 0-1 Rubin Kazan

5th Inter Milan 0-1 Dinamo Kiev

=/
guess 60 gone this time. . .

this champions league really is make ppl die until cock stand.
to think earlier in the day i still say strong n steady. -.-
now really standing tall _l_

woodlands just now also give me last minute present.
emo rdy still immediately kena scolding -.-
tell rdy kena more scolding -.-
machiam just for scolding

ahh... deed done, see how it goes.

despite all these self incurred shit happening,
i found out smth rather heartening.. =)

2009-10-13T04:06:00.004+08:00

feels weird.
fucked up feeling.
came from whr ?
the phone call ? msg ? or lack of sleep ?
or that 1 comment that trigger the button.

recently, been getting the first blood but dont seems to
have the kick like before.
not much anticipation or expectation from there.
maybe cus not ready for it
or its just . . . =/

at least, rugby was nice. . .
the walk home tgt was nice also. . :)

GZH VANNESA ' ku bao '
Happy 17th.
that 5min was like 5 hours
and. . . big girls dont cry.

เธอจะอยู่กับฉันตลอดไป ไม่ว่าอีกนานแสนนาน นานเท่าไรไม่ลืมเลือน
ความทรงจำจะย้ำและช่วยเตือน เราต่างผูกพันด้วยรักตลอดไป :)

2009-10-07T02:38:00.002+08:00

Mari kita rakyat Singapura
Sama-sama menuju bahagia
Cita-cita kita yang mulia
Berjaya Singapura

Marilah kita bersatu
Dengan semangat yang baru
Semua kita berseru
Majulah Singapura
Majulah Singapura

i machiam 1 big fag.
but this happens when it feels so good.
esp bathing after seeing stars and falling asleep unknowingly.
will be so much nicer if I have liqour, poker, and the usual people.

And it's a go, lets make it last,
so cheers you all to that,
cause this moment's never comin' back

2009-10-05T03:45:00.002+08:00

nbcb why i so keh ba lan go find.
why i so stupid go search
why i knn step PI

and when i got what i wanted
it felt like i jus slapped myself.

=/

ahh..
time time time ~

2009-10-02T03:47:00.003+08:00

one learn best through the hard way.
motivation comes from a single moment,
& making it last is a huge problem.

all i gotta say is
For you I'll do it.

and hope it lasts n pull me through.

like the last flicker of a dying candle flame.

2009-09-25T05:00:00.002+08:00

just when i thought things would not go any better,
and when it seems like there wasnt much i can do to get that out of me,
and when i just couldnt laugh at someone's clumsy moment,
and when i downloaded 1.24B patch, and it says ' successfully installed ' but end up otherwise,
i thought this is like just another night of no surprise.

things changed.
and holy shit, im thankful im alive.

perhaps that was what is missing for a while
and pls let that stupid loghead get up soon !

2009-09-18T04:26:00.001+08:00

sasasally says:
your eyes. eh if one day sttrike lottery
sasasally says:
go do your eyes
sasasally says:
make bigger pls

MANNERS 100%

ZUL-KI-FLEE ( pronounced that way :D )

2009-09-13T07:14:00.000+08:00

what a nice night.
As i type this its 7.14
hahah.
though stupid liverpool make me claypot here n there. =/

think my face really gave me away just now.
but still, what followed next was the best.
what a fucking nice night. :)

2009-09-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

"For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: 'It might have been!"
-John Greenleaf Whittier

2009-09-02T00:32:00.005+08:00

Its really hard to spit out the pride and change into another
person that you want to.
Esp towards some people that you feel u've been letting down for
some time.
However, despite thinking n feeling bad bout it every single time,
it takes just one stupid text or phone call to irk you,
and then it goes back to square one.

Well it takes time, and consistency.
Really have a lot to do with your choice of company.
What the heck. Im just stuck here like that.
To be fair, it started since young when i was injected with that
' surprise '
perhaps not known or obvious.
nvrm.

if one doesnt have that stupid basic sense of awkwardness,
then get it through the hard way.
Enough of shooting myself with a gun.

dont try to play the coolkid and then
question yourself, give yourself some unnecessary headache
when things turn out the way it should be.

say things you mean, and not just for that moment.
when the focus is on it again, and then you
laugh it off and say whatever you might say,
thinking you're quite a joker,

then. . . let me say this, - You are the joke.

2009-08-25T02:12:00.004+08:00

ever since i got back my phone
and everytime i hear that familiar ringtone.
my heart skips a beat.

It is turning into a phobia.
since last year, NCR days,
and now still.
furthermore at this period. . .

perhaps a change of ringtone will solve things.
hopefully it does.
by end of this week.
if not, I will definitely go

M.I.A

& i finally realise why ppl study 1/2 way
will always take a smoking break.
its useful.

im wide awake after 1am.
snoring away after 7am.
im screwed.

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

2009-08-20T03:18:00.003+08:00

I rubbed my eyes again
I refresh the page
My weakness is, that I gian too much.
And my eyes reminds me,
that the score is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

I'm stunned and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause i miss by one,
why cant you just park bus
now you concede all the goals,
like u've got no goalkeeper in play
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...

SMLJ SIA !!!
ON MY WAY TO GETTING 3 DIGIT !!
BUT JUST 1 ... ARGHH
wa @#$%^&*

okay. at least. . .
im FORCED to be convinced.
lil, is better than none.
i rest my case.

2009-08-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

wow wow wowowow !
what a dream i had until my phone rang..
LOL..
it feels like ?
somehow scary but, i would say.. nice.
nvrm :)

k, ytd super red had to concede 2 goals in the space of 2 minutes.
and furthermore in the 88,n 89th min.
well done guys ! _l_
and that was ~20~ gone.
such disappointment.

okay, my back is SCREAMING. REAL BAD.
i bet sean's kane's n satha's too.
wa lau.. feels like, some fat baby sitting on your back for an hour
while u're in push up position...

k, now gotta fight off the temptation from funshion,
and DOTA.
sean came back, and DOTA came along.
LOL. tyvm ah !

nth much or rather cant think of anything else.
goodnight.

If you dont stand for something,
you'll fall for ANYTHING.

2009-08-09T05:10:00.002+08:00

" can you update your blog ? "
" is that an request ? "
" no "
" thats a demand "

wth -.-
anyway, here you are.

so what ?
had the best sleep ever for the past few weeks..
and yes, guess woke up close to 5.30 ?
lol.. felt so damn good anyway.

won dpmm, felt better (:
but munich can go lick some balls. _l_

just finished watching this movie..
more of a documentary actually.
Alcohol intoxication in human does wonders.
if you're feeling good, it makes you feel better.
if you're feeling sucky, it makes you feel alot worse.
reminds me of alvin n kane on a certain day, n others too. LOL
even the most awful looking person will look attractive to you.
so if you still look awful to someone who's drunk,
you need. . . HELP.
ahahaha jk.

so.. its national day tmr..
which means no soccer.
cus we're going over to
watch taxpayer's money fly into the air.
nice description uh ? ahahahha
and see how it goes after that..
watch chel vs manu at some club ? ^^
or.. see how la..
anything is possible. :)

ahh.. the fact remains that the hardest thing is always the right thing to do.
Same like how surprisingly ' sorry ' seem to be the hardest thing to say.
Habits have to change eventually, and its really time to do so.
Over confidence is a pitfall , and im better off dead if it happens again.
this WILL BE THE LAST DAY.

no choice i gotta sleep. =.=
anyone wu melatonin bo ?

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

2009-07-27T02:02:00.001+08:00

Playing pool is really 1 damn good way to refrain one from betting.
furthermore, seeing that you broke someone's high score makes it really
statisfying. :D

but compared to the world's rankings im still way below. .__.'

dunno why my right eye hurting like spikes are pointed at it every moment.
for the past few days already..
if right eye cant work well, go everywhere need wear specs rdy =.=
but at times dunno why got perfect eyesight.. but will ALWAYS get interupted..

at this time it would be nice going for a walk like ytd.
even so when some idiot throw a can or bottle down and shouted
' OI BOY ' -.-

good o' days like sec 2.
sitting just outside this dilapidated old school playing -true or dare-
and getting freaked out everytime those cheebyes scream.
wonder how they're doing anyway..
though the distance is kinda crap and always worried gotta run anytime..
still damn fun. good o' days .

at first it seems like that's quite alot to be mentioned.
but now it seems like they are jus smth normal.
fuck it.
been contemplating if i shud go for it.
victory is definitely sweet but :(
haha see how it goes again.

DRWIN ah DRWIN. . .
when will you do ur nick justice ?
full of politics.. will be next month
12-14th before i'll get the 3Ds again.
and things will be diff la..
cus of 1 chee bye that stirs everything up

not gonna go on further.
seems like everything went blank.
fckin blogger gt prob. no italic, no bold, no pictures.
only this damn small preview box -.-
eye hurting like _l_
if only i have this 'sonic blast man ' machine at home.
would gladly give up my bed and sleep on a thin mattress
for that machine.
or if rivervale plaza has a arcade and have that machine. :(

The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart,
the less capable you are of loving in the present.
Just like the saying goes,
for every minute you are angry , you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
Go get fuck.

2009-07-24T02:42:00.001+08:00

Every hard bitch has a soft spot. Identify it and just keep plugging away on it.

If all things fail, pull her panties upwards give her the best wedgie she has ever had and then run away as fast as you can.

that damn video very very very addictive.

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle

Finally could this be it?

2009-07-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Well it certainly felt good in the morning.
got huge shock when i mistook kameya for A.S
and damn funny to see how they talked behind n laugh at all the things
they've done to him.
esp gbeb's crappy 3 hr's talk with him using a pseudonym name.

anyway, it really seems like the case,
once sleep wake up everything is back to normal.
what for bother bout it also..
few more weeks la uh.
will be WORSE than that day this time.
i swear.
yes i concede it was fun.
furthermore it was just.. hahaha !
the fun goes on, party lives on, just stay strong

anyway, nvrm.
very tired. jus posting cus asked to.

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended

2009-07-18T04:18:00.003+08:00

im sorry for it.
though we're strangers.
i never thought it would be so serious.
much less expect you to cry.
fuck it wasnt my fault totally.
but it was because of me.
when i saw him signal to me to be quiet, and let it go,
i thought everything is okay.
only to realise a storm was brewing
i didnt expect things to be blown out of proportion.
much less the trouble it carried along
yes it was partly my fault.
thats why i tried to stop everything.
only to be pulled away by everyone,
im sure you saw. 3 person is quite a sight
the attention we got, was alarming.
but still i made sure your alright.
made sure you didnt go over, and went off safely
guess that atone for it.
FUCK, this feeling is damn fucked up.
im worried bout tmr.
i just hope everything will be okay.
i very much want to go over tmr.
but fucked, everyone warn me from going over tmr.
everyone said after waking up everything will be fine.
im sorry. im really very sorry bout it.
fuck knows the guilt i feel.
i just hope/pray/wish everything will be alright.
much less nth untoward to happen.
what a scene i caused.

i will always remember that saying XC.
and this lesson learnt tonight,
is a fucking fucking valuable one.
already feeling this bad, god knows how much worse i will feel if they took the 1k just now.
sorry to ruin ur plan tonight. much less got you feeling that angry.
you are one person, who fucking made me open my damn eyes wide.
you have my words that those things will always stay in my mind.

thankyou everyone for tonight.

白猫黑猫, 不管你是什么猫
捉到老鼠是好猫.

2009-07-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

that phone call alone got me jumpinq
yes sound gay but it really made me jump :)

subconsiously influenced by fatass.
unknowingly always picking out certain things out of my food.
and unknowingly turning to healthier choices.
even refusing certain things i'll kill for.
but when hunger is at its peak..
the answer to it is...

Pros dont just play games.....Pros win games. says:
tahan

tmr i going to get his signature !

shun so much things, but at 11+
eat carrot cake -.-
stupid or dumb ?

- Fate determines who you meet, your heart determines who stays ~
hats off to jackfruitman !

2009-07-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

behind that pretty innocent face
hides a motherfucking dirty bitch. =)

2009-07-12T03:58:00.006+08:00

tonight feels so cold.

2 things to it.
either game over,
or
continue

which to go ?
nothing's confirmed so nothing's impossible

aiya FUCK la
feels like many songs playing together.

anyway, been looking for this song smth like
' nitty my grind ' for quite awhile.
not by
scarface nor jalo felany.

the tune of the song is quite catchy..
anyone who think they got a clue to that song lemme know PLEASE :)

ohfuck, as usual, see one turn attention to one.
this is somehow a strength only i possess =D
now i have another prob.. ^^

to think earlier on i almost went into EMO mode.
wad a joke.

at the end of the day
contriving actions, shall remains at where the priorities lies

6 to tha clock,
on my way to the top

2009-07-07T10:19:00.002+08:00

You brought out a side of me that i didnt know.

i dont know what to say bout it.
totally amazed by it.
like totally oblivion to everything.
seriously.
dont wanna go on..

quite a enjoyable night..
though SLEAGUE was really a ASS.
3mins from time also want sub -.-
amos boon really think he some superstar when my fren ask him for signature -.-
the game totally 101% KELONG..
just look at the goals on tv or youtube.
and headbutt should be instant red, but just a yellow given.. -.-
thought i wouldnt see that person again..
unexpected response though. =)

nice knowing those ppl at BH. =)
esp robert
but all the way to there like 100%
lol.. being below 18 still feel weird there too..
wa the temptation..
thankfully got transport to and fro from now on..
now i know how famous asou san is.
almost treated to 2 pool ball and thrown into the canal when i introduced myself as asou san.. -.-
they wasnt joking man... seriously hate him to the core..
lol

and bloody hell SBF ppl say they seen me before -.-
really got LTK face meh ?!

ohwell.. nice night & ride.

NRBS. drink, drank, drunk.

You Are Not Alone

2009-07-04T02:08:00.006+08:00

一分鐘唱阿杜的聲音
就算花心你都會變痴情
你不在我學誰飆高音
周杰倫的歌一唱大家都開心
劉德華愈唱會愈傷心
不如來首 One Night in北京
這些只是凡人的歌曲
我只不過想唱首歌給你聽
只是因為你 Baby~~
我只不過想唱歌給你聽用我的聲音
一首歌只是希望你能聽得進去
我只不過想唱歌給你聽誰給我回應
拍拍手切歌之後下一個繼續
才發現我不是陳奕迅
唱阿杜唱到沙啞沒力
費玉清你家人最愛聽
我可以做你的點唱機
只是希望你說一句 I Believe
只想告訴你 Baby~~

外套脫掉脫掉外套脫掉上衣脫掉脫掉上衣脫掉
面具脫掉脫掉龜毛脫掉脫掉通通脫掉脫掉
脫 ! 脫 ! 脫 ! 脫 !!!!!!

seaN. says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxo_2PrKJco
seaN. says:
this one damn sad
seaN. says:
go hear

Twinkle twinkle little star,
Will she ____ me in the car.
I bought her dinner, she had fun.
My ____ are boiling, I'd like to ___.

the moon is beautiful tonight.
you know, you know.

2009-07-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top.

smth seem missing. . .
not essential but again uncomfortable. . .

2009-06-25T03:30:00.002+08:00

how the fuck can a cockroach fly up to 12 story high ?!
CHEE BEY @#$%^&*
if only the pocky pocky sticks are long enough =/

HA-HA-HA.
spain lost to of all teams, USA.
wad a fucking fucking painful joke.

2009-06-21T04:36:00.002+08:00

okay, happy in some ways,
but feel damn stupid with some things also.
maybe, A thing.

nvrm..
kane gave me a very different image of pocky pocky.
really is LMAO.
sec3, walking through the park,
saw kane cycling in rounds, grumbling bout smth..
and while walking, ... ... ... ... ... !
and guess what ! [=
i shall nt describe in detail la uh pui eh !
pai seh ah but really is @#$%^&* funny.

and i think i might just have pocky pocky on my computer table on monday. =D
i really not shy at all man !
and i quite sure this time i dont have to hail a cab to go around sk.
even if i have to, i considered twice, thrice or more. =D

till then..
=)

when i thought i wouldnt know how. . . =)

2009-06-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

nothing beats eating macspicy late at night after bathing.
i SWEAR !!!

on track, picking up the pieces. . .
and bloody naruphol or smth..
fucking thai bitch like
ALVIN TAN KUANG SHUANG
RED BOOTS, CANT SCORE !
FUCK YOU AH LAN !
SEE THIS !

too full to go on.. =]

WOOHOOOO !!!!!!!
VERY VERY THE HAPPY AH !!!!

sui lin oi zhao dor zhong oi
seh xing nor but xiong koi

2009-06-15T02:41:00.006+08:00

yesterday at joyce's place.
at godnoes wad time,
i suddenly woke up cus i heard movements in the house.
there wasnt suppose to be any, cus all of us was suppose to be sleeping
furthermore the room was pitch dark, couldnt see anyone near me other than sean.
wa the feeling like 100%
but still i ended up sleeping soundly [=

somehow the air feels cold. not smth like the past few weeks. is it the change in weather ? or the mentally draining few hours just now ? but thankfully everything is going well now. . . dunno what to say. really opened my eyes wide.
all i can say is thankyou.

Justin says:
love who
Justin says:
sound so mushy seh !
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
gt meh?
Justin says:
hahah
Justin says:
ngo oi ney
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
LOL
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
u knoe this language ah
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
omg
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
omg
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder. says:
omg
Justin says:
arbo
Justin says:
hahaha

GOTCHA ! =D

当我们再度相视微笑
成熟的心有一点苍老
许多的伤痛都已经忘掉
记忆里剩下的全是美好

2009-06-13T02:33:00.002+08:00

nabuay froggie face AH TIONG lady.

i really didnt believe that they were that #@$%^&*,
like how alot of ppl made them up to be,
I thought, was just some of their manners which is uncouth,
but hell i encountered one.
chee beh !

really is.. @#$%^&
squeeze in more, let her get in,
den give that ^__^ face -.-
get in rdy, DEMAND for more space to put her bag on the floor. -.-

at the next station, this aunty was going to sit at the priority seat,
SHE WENT OVER ASK IF SHE CAN SIT INSTEAD.

well, the aunty ALLOWED , and continue standing.
if that was not bad enough,
that china lady even had the cheek to borrow the newspaper from the aunty -.-

MANNERS 100000000000000000000000000000001 %

ohwell.. night was fun =)

is that line meant for me ?

2009-06-09T04:50:00.005+08:00

dont want to post one.
cus gt nth much worth mentioning about until
FION aka ' tian lan '
haiz..
better not say much..
cus got alot alot of pics there..
will be totally horrible if she does a stupid comic strip..

wa her stupid innocent no eye face really very irritating..
the manners is 100000000000000000000001%
PIANG EH !! @#$%^&*
STUPID CAT !!!!!!!

LOL.. mistake sms for missed calls..
and end up getting laughed n screamed at by some FAT ASS -.-

money hard to earn, but not as hard as friendship. 8 years =)

2009-06-08T00:12:00.006+08:00

i've been living in sengkang, compassvale area since like P2 ?
more than 8 years, and I MYSELF DONT KNOW GOT
SUCH AREA LIKE
1 ) COMPASSVALE COURT ?!
2 ) COMPASSVALE LODGE ?!
3 ) blk 228c is some grey grey unit ?!

and then, a bird eye view picture of my estate pops out.
with a comment of ' THAT IS compassvale COURT '
show IC ready also dont believe.. -.-
comment on the neck somemore..
MANNERS 1000%

or maybe, i really dunno ?

my promise really working back on me.
2 weeks and WAY TO GO PLEASE.

chee beh i think so far for FUCK

2009-06-06T01:33:00.004+08:00

happy 18th b'day to KEAN TONG !!
hahahhaa !

ahh fuck, i think i cant make it for the chalet tmr..
and at this time previous phone gone !
how to tell ??!
pai seh ah rayner ! =/
i try to find a way tmr. . .

chee beh, i left 4 hours of sleep. . . .
gtg !

im gonna abduct fluffy one day.
ONE DAY ONE DAY !
@#$%^&*

the eyes looks like the owner's one here.

such an coincidence.
how to start the ball rolling ?
i rmb what you said.
though, it wasnt face to face
but still you said it.

2009-06-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

A day to leave a impression,
a year to change that impression, or maybe more.

时间它一分一秒不断考验折磨着我
聚合我所有勇气冲破极限超越自我

2009-06-03T03:15:00.002+08:00

很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛 !!!

2009-06-02T03:50:00.002+08:00

ohman.. phone once again died.. =/
super super super irritating.. just when i thought everything return to normal..
imagine 1 whole journey in the bus from loyang point to sengkang and yet
only manage to send 1 sms with sub standard spelling -.-
irritating man..

now i cant even lift my right leg up to 90 degrees.. aching =/
but no pain no gain. . .
well well..
a fun day.. esp after soccer walking to Lp and gym. =)

' cb ! so long rdy still haven die.. knn hurry die better la '
-marcus tan wei yi. =D

2009-06-01T04:49:00.002+08:00

chee beh.. why am i thinking so far ahead ?
just cant shake it off. . .

anyway..
All the best to those taking Chi O'lvl test, and those having tests =)
i hope someone get screwed in her camp.
or tio zam by smth again.
gonna be hilarious BIG TIME.

就算这次做错也只是怕错过

2009-05-30T03:42:00.002+08:00

too tired to blog,
but for the sake of some dumbtoot, here i am.

tsk tskk.. early morning i read bout someone tio zam by racket..
how not to laugh ?
worse thing is.. no strength to laugh somemore..

laugh like mad when i heard what happened to taufik also..
literally OWNAGE. ahahahhaa

and.. idk rdy.
very tired.
wales lai lai 2 more !

ahh yeah, phone gone mad -.-
wont be able to reply smses. . .

2009-05-28T01:40:00.002+08:00

win, and then lose all again.
but HECK !
BARCE 2-0 manu

shut evra up.. and lets see what he has to say on goal.com tmr.

WOOHOOHOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

im doing fine.
im doing it right too.

You can change your life,
You can change your clothes,
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes. =]

2009-05-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

So much, so much..
bloody hell no lessons for this week.
means is either i kick myself in between my legs or someone else gonna do it.
=/

so much to do, so much to know.
same thing replaying. . .
ending definitely different i SWEAR.

weaklinq. . . =/

2009-05-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

i had the last laugh after all.
one will realise after seeing something or hearing.
till then, may that person remain erm..
may god bless that person :)

2009-05-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

what a day !

saw this uncle use his umbrella and whack this crow, and it was flung to the road,
and then.. .. ..
-R.I.P-
the crow was flattened by a car.
all the while i was standing there looking at the uncle,
it was jus what ? at most 10 steps away from me.
didnt realise that there was crows hovering above the uncle nd me -.-
nabuay think of how the crow peck on marcus head last time
and suddenly think of thunderbird made me take flight.
really is _l_
the uncle still there hoo-lala swing his umbrella and curse at them.
gross man !

emyza ah emyza..
you done the first thing..
when u gonna do the 2nd ? ^^

Sean gave me a link, see rdy i also W-O-A-H ( nt porn ! -.- )

and i cant stop laughing..
" byebye * heeheeheeheeheehee * "

OMFG REALLY IS FUCKING FUCKING FUNNY.
ahh ! SO SORRY BUT THIS IS REALLY FUNNY MAN.
BIGREDTRICPES =D

and someone tried to make a joke out of me,
but ended up being the joke.
COUNT SOMEMORE LA ! COUNT AND TELL ME !
see who i tell =DDD

till then..
changi village tmr.. :)

NEVER BEEN BETTER I SWEAR

2009-05-17T04:25:00.002+08:00

money money.. can you appear in my dreams later and let me know where to get you ?
apparently my source is depleting..
sevilla n roma was being a cbk just now.

and now kane & fion making me laugh like crazy.
but still i prefer money to make me laugh like crazy.
they make me laugh harder also..
=/

2012 comes or not, is not within control.
so just live life to the fullest.
be gone with those who dissapoints.

never been better i SWEAR

2009-05-13T20:49:00.003+08:00

Irene says:
justine
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
wa

Irene just sent you a nudge.

Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
is JUSTIN.
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
no E
Irene says:
you need to complete
Irene says:
your project
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
been a while since i last saw u man
Irene says:
and email me
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
HUH ?!
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
WAD PROJECT ?!
Justin EMYZA ONLINE TALK TO ME - IMPT. says:
I JUSTIN LAM LA !
Irene says:
Justin Yip lah
Irene says:
don't lie to me
Irene says:
5N2

same old miss lee..
never change one..
got see teacher allow 3 students carrying their bag and ask to go toliet,
and then grant them permission somemore ? LOL
best times man..
' on the run ' - miniclip
' viwawa ' - dai dee
' wikipedia ' - sleague history
' off the light ' ' tell ghost stories ' etc..

W/O FAIL every lesson..

ONCE AGAIN, SIPPPING ' LONG ISLAND ' and watching man u game.
JOHN-O-SHIT ! chao turban..
bo bi ah bo bi !
well..
this afternoon, at pasir ris park..
this guy, i think.. bout same age ?
came to satha kane n me and say
him ' UNCLE CAN TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY BASKETBALL ? '
me ' WAA UNCLE ?! '
him ' eh sorry sorry big brother '
satha : YA OK HE VERY PRO DONT WORRY
him ' thank you ah.. '
me ' so, wad u want to learn ? '
him ' how to bounce the ball '

wa real -.-

LOL.. ANYWAY !!
back to man u. . .

2009-05-12T00:04:00.003+08:00

i finally found the cure to insomia.
maybe its just me.
but it works very well.
9.30 i just drop dead and went to dreamland straight away.
woah..

but.. sadly awoken by my mother.
chao turtle. .
din want to watch up. until saw this sms..
think ur turn to sleep rdy ba..

now.. cant sleep rdy la !
jus finish eating
gonna drink another bottle of longisland.. [=

希望

2009-05-11T03:30:00.003+08:00

- GOALKEEPER -

:) nt very bad.
no need stamina.
need good reflexes and dun have heavy legs, too bad i have.
relatively nice position.
except when you see the ball go through you _l_
so happy when my turn to go upfront, but once i run up,
i out of breathe rdy.. X_X
hahaha..
sean finally scored !!
rescue mission also success !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ^^

well, doing nth, blogging, and sipping the 'long island'..
somehow it feels great.
earlier on i left it in the fridge..
my mum came inside and ' WOAH ! hen hui he hor ! longisland ah '
LOL
ivan say give it to her as mother's day present. LOL
ivan got me into a new hobby. soccerplayer cards -.-
ivan you can come hold my pocket :)

too much to say, but too lil to reveal.
and im not stepping out of my house tmr !

and i SWEAR I WILL DO IT TMR.
IF NOT, EVERY GAME I BET I LOSE

imagine that moment
when despair turns to joy
when everything change in that one second
good or bad, is up to the way you feel
but, it is definitely smth impossible to forget.

2009-05-09T03:49:00.004+08:00

i somba/swear/vow,
wont touch games from the leagues im not familiar with ANYMORE.
A-N-Y-M-O-R-E.

well.. !
usual, kane was being a bastard in the gym..
look at ppl and say loudly ' like that might as well done do '

satha almost make me die. ' louder la '

LOL.. standard la uh !

okay,
today !
wa shit head man !
really damn tough not to suan janice A SINGLE BIT.
but still, i manage to do it !
until, she tried to use the racket to hit me .. _l_
be honoured i took a picture with you -.-

nvrm. time to sleep man..
well, some pictures

the rest, see who willing to tag in facebook..
LOL.

somehow and somewhat, things were according to what i thought.
but the ending was.. abrupt ?
but heck.. now i got more to thing about.. =P
i think i like it actually.

There's a time, In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride

2009-05-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Kane BoGaoLiu says:
ya
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
eh lam
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
tell u
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
very sorry first
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
=/
Justin says:
for ?
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
=(
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
tmr then u see
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
very very very sorrry
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
somba
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
this 1
Justin says:
nt going gym ?
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
NO LAH
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
worse than that
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
=/
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
nono no
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
tmr then u see
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
really
Justin says:
just say now..
Justin says:
really.
Justin says:
guys say thing
Justin says:
no halfway one
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
this 1 not very important
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
but
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
just brace urself physically tmr =/

i thought what the shit happened.
cus i dont have anything with him..
and he cant do much to me except do what he do best - pissed the shit out of ppl with his mouth.

END UP ! NEH NEH

Kane BoGaoLiu says:
i got u into trouble =/ ur daughter gonna whack us both for gambling so set ar tmr i hide behind u
Kane BoGaoLiu says:
i tell her u lure me back to gambling then she say she whack u tmr

@#$%^&*
FREAKING SHIT ASSHOLE.
SINCE WHEN I SAY ' PUI EH COME BET SOCCER TGT ?! '
HUH ?! EVERYTIME WHO IS THE ONE SAYING ' BET THIS FOR ME PLS '
HUH ?!

nvrm.. i have the last laugh !
Shakhtar Donetsk leading 1-0..
i shall prove that there's no transaction between me and you.
_l_ YOU

tmr lesson can kill also.
today 4 hrs at 1 go.
tmr will be longer. #$%^&*
rubbish man..
i think of certain things, it leaves me there wondering what the hell went wrong.
but again,
' cant wait, but worth the wait ' says it all.
well well..
i need someone to knock some sense into me asap.

die man !
so tired, but again cant sleep.
nabuay _l_
long day tmr.
werder breman not to lose.
FT - draw.

La, da da da da, doo doo doo doo

2009-05-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

okay.
i lost super red and DONG SOO.
but, im feeling happy.

SUPERRED NO.2 - Kim Shin Yui

is either he grow stronger, or he tonight confirm cry.
' NUMBER 2 ! FUCK YOU ' ' SHIN YUI ! FUCK YOU '

imagine how demoralised he was..
but he really played badly la..
well, not only i scold sia..
other ppl also.. LOL

okay, that was really fun just now.
and the fucking coach had to send on dong soo at the 2nd half.
both bet gone -.-
but really la ! super fun !

on the way home, once again la..
stand sleeping -.-
and answered a phone call thinking it was my mum !
LOL.. that was really dumb of me.
but heck ! i din noe my voice sounds like a raped victim. -.-
well she shud be okay.. laughed until like.. never laugh before .. -.-!!
best at rebuking end up dunno how to rebuke..
LOL !

hmm.. get done with this n go out watch barce !
heart says chelsea, brain says barce.
dont bet is the best, but im watching..
so, BARCE IS THE ONE.
im gonna be a assasin again..

GOOD-FOR-YOU

2009-05-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

not a very nice feeling actually.
thought left n right, den hit on ' enter '
after hitting on ' enter ' i wished i didnt say it.
now i must live with it. =/

hmm..
HT SAF 1-0 SHENGHUA...
nice volley by latiff.
tsk tskk !

okay.. arsenal conceded 2 goals within the 1st 20min.
though i din bet, but @#$%^&
nehnehpok !
whole competition nvr concede any goals at home,
most impt game within 20min concede 2 goals -.-
no eyes to watch further.
goodnight.

2009-05-05T04:24:00.004+08:00

okay, not quite done with this, but presentable i guess
cause, i was bored.
and, this honka failed me.
and there, multiply gone.
well i cant get to sleep either.
but i got 1 month to adjust to, and
i'll get breakfast delivered to my house.
=DD

okay, im tired now.
hopefully i can sleep,
and hull city go draw with villa. =(

Godlilocks became the maid for the 3 bears.

Cinderella went to the ball with sickening B.O .

Sleeping Beauty is suffering from insomnia.

The knight didnt rescue Rapunzel from the tower cus he saw her armpit hair.

but the last 3 words are always same,
' happily ever after '

LOL ! definitely not after my version is subbed in =D

just some sick shit i thought of upon looking at this fairytale book in my room.
LOL.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives

2009-05-04T03:30:00.004+08:00

so dead so dead..
tried to sleep, but like past few days.. ended up waking up.. watchin shows.. and eating.
sososososo dead.
this sleeping habit.. =/

ahh well.. i think im a lil harsh just now.
but.. it was really that frustrating =/
but im gonna stick with it.
hais.

wellwell.. i'll make things work.
i cant wait, but it is worth the wait.
smth worth having is smth worth waiting for.
i believe in that.

anyway, soccer today.
1st time playing goalkeeper.
every ball i save the feeling is tsk tsk WONDERFUL man !
but the 2 balls i let in.. the feeling also WONDERFOOL man !
next week again =D

once again, stomach is full.
eyelid getting heavy..
off to find alice in wonderland.

2009-05-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

a happy day out a fucked up day home.
sweet wrappers and bits of sweets under the fucking table.
decided.

is either the com out, or, i lock this fucking room when im out.
thats it.
nabuay chee bye.
not going to compromise.
FUCK.
i can live without the com.
it will do me more good actually.
lesser free time to chat, lesser chance to bet on soccer.
really is FUCKED UP TO THE FUCKING MAX.
nabuay chee bye.
FUCKing HELL.
' just clean up la '
ya.. jus clean up.. yes.
sound easy rite.. FUCK IT OK.

may sean win his parley.
all the best.

2009-05-02T04:24:00.003+08:00

Just how can i fall asleep u tell me..
felt so tired after the whole day.
again, this time i tio suan by a small boy.
HONG MING ! :@
super super cute..
his smile can make anyone melt.
really. shall post his picture some day..

ohwell.. just how can i get to sleep ?
so freaking tired the whole day..
and then.. once i finish bathing and hit the bed, i just feel so awake !
yeah.. jus finish watching the movie also
' STREET WARRIOR '
POWER ! see how guys really fight under no rules.. how they crush limbs and
the moves i learnt before but never had a chance to use it.
many a times want to use it but cant possibly use it on own friends isnt it !
im pretty sure i forgot alot alot of it rdy.
ahh, it gives me the shiver to see how devastating it can be man.
just as well.. life been peaceful anyway.

well.. im going through a rough patch man.
super super rough.
gotta deal with it myself like how i always do..
so do it justin like how you have always done it.
not first time, not second time, not third.
well..

okay, im seeing results, but i want it to be even and better.
goodnight, i'll try to sleep and not be late tmr. @#$%^&

2009-05-01T03:24:00.002+08:00

haha.. thinking bout today,
really is laughters everywhere..

reach the school at 2.30 when we're suppose to reach at 2.
paper was 2 hr 30mins, but we left at 3.45.
but heck, those ppl inside, rather sit there n waste their time till 4.30

jenny said everyone thought im those silent, keep to myself type..
but heck, just cause i keep bugginq her for my ezlink card and notes only she said that ! neh neh ! who the hell go to class w/o notes ??
and, i always cant seem to stop myself from making fun of her accent everytime she speaks.
she owes them $30 also sia !

after paper, standard ! telok bawang..
nice man ! esp with the curry..

usual la, laughing all the way to the interchange, all that..
i was quite surprise to see that person on the bus even when i alighted..
slept like a bloody loghead in the bus.. jus very happen to wake up on my bus stop.
thought that person alighted already.. LOL.
yawn yawn yawn !

i seem to fall asleep EVERYTIME i lie down n read the newspaper.. LOL
and this fucking lag in the internet is really very frustrating.
playing dota i'll be a second slower.
really very frustrating.

yeah, and now werderbreman failed me.
but its okay. i can still manage.
gives me 1 more reason to stop soccer esp when i dont get to go watch matches as often already.

well decided what to do tmr.
though a bit unwillingly, but, yeah, jus go lo..
Hmm.. off to dota.
and then to sleep. . .

Hajime no Ippo is really a nice show.
reminds me of, why i was sosososososo interested in fighting last time.
=p

2009-04-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

wednesday..

hmm.. woke up groaning due to body aching like mad.
no joke man !
even raising my hands to remove my shirt is quite a challenge.
yeah, thats how bad it is.

ohwell ytd, smth happened..
yeah im irritated la.
not cus of the money thing.
but more of the background thing.
idont want to say more, but, yeah, i din expect that kinda.. shit
totally like, mean nth at all..
i shall , no, be the same also then.
talk w/o thinking. Yes just go ahead.
shoot all, say all you want, and then eat them up all you want also.
always say this n do that.
not everyone is the same, and... nvrm nvrm
i guess i had enough,
i think im really a shithead for tahaning so long.

well :)
today's a rather pleasing day.
out of no where i saw that fatass out of the lift.
hahaha.. a huge surprise though. =)

well im off to study rdy.
i shall not even try to watch manu game.
i walked a awful lot of distance alone ytd, just to meet a fren to watch soccer tgt.
END UP ! buangkok didnt show
take cab go around, BOTH SIDE NVR SHOW !
scuplture park also didnt show.

waste my time and money.
cab fare like bout $20 ?!

ohwell, forget bout ytd :)

time to do work again =/
eyes closing also though..
appetite getting bigger as well.
too big for comfort.
imagine every 1 and a half hour gotta eat smth ?
and.. yeah sad to say, im a fussy eater.
yes man.. even as im typing i can imagine myself
eating that telou bawang ?

anyway, im super impressed by somebody.
tsk tskk ! SUPERB__ !

Swayed by words i see,
confused by emotions i feel.
Dragged by feelings i can't understand,
stabbed by the pain of memories i left behind.
I've become someone i can't be.
Breaking down has never been so eminent.
But i know i can never accept this fact,
No, i will never accept the way things are going.
but i can handle things from where they're heading.

if history has taught us anything, it's that one can always defy the odds.

2009-04-27T04:54:00.002+08:00

this week..
seem so long..

from monday till now..
woah.. really headache man !

at least talking to jasper make me feel better
PSYCHOLOGY ! XINJUN !! WOOO !!!

intermilan ah intermilan..
wolfburg ah wolfburg..
REAL MADRID AH REAL MADRID..

ahh forget it :)
this week will be a fast week.
i'll make it fast.
just see !

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
INTER AH INTER !
REAL AH REAL !
WOLF AH WOLF !

pop a chill pill, take a smile. :)
unlease all the agony tmr afternoon.
or hope satha n kane make me laugh my ass off again.
at night i have plans on.
gotta make sure it doesnt fail.
no. CONFIRM THINGS GOES SMOOTHLY.
if not i not call JUSTIN.

ok, scoring 3 long distance shot just now make me feel better.
talking to jasper make me feel better also.
thinking of tmr make me feel better also.

=/

till then, goodnight.

2009-04-26T03:05:00.003+08:00

i think im stopping for this week.
maintain this. hopefully add a lil more to prevent smth i dont want to do.

got smth quite smacking but i rather not say.
It is YOU YOURSELF.

WTF, I ONLY TELL LITING, JAPANESE GIRLS ARE HOT, I PREFER THEM.
ASK HER KNOW WHY OR NOT.

Justin says:
haha
Justin says:
noe why i like japanese girls
Liting{嵐, Tokio} Sho, Joushima, Aiba, Mabo. says:
cos japanese porn is good
Justin says:
WTF

jaws drop heart stop bodoh !
OWNAGE

met marvin n chat a lil with him.
kinda surprise at what he said bout it.
not bad :)
though as usual, in school half hearted asshole !
LOL.
my senior uh that 1.

oh fuck, gonna make smth to eat
4.46.. want to sleep, also very hard to le..

★一个人独自向天空祈求
有一颗星会属于我____★

2009-04-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

seeing kane n satha tgt beats listening to any joke.
serious.

and all the stupid things i heard, absolutely make one laugh until cry
esp bout andy.

gonna turn into a eating machine again -.- zzz
18wings today already -.-
wads next..
and, i actually bought balestier to win gombak.
joke ?
neh neh, balestier really cannot play soccer.
well well :)

i'll be different.
start anew.

2009-04-23T20:22:00.001+08:00

nabuay chee bye.
fucking hell.
what the fuck is wrong man.
you dont know whats happenening.
so you just assume.
yes go ahead assume all you want.
i wont bother explaining.
no point continuing this and bringing it further.
thats it.

you lead yours, i lead mine.

2009-04-22T22:59:00.003+08:00

pretty much things filtered out.
missing a lil here n there.
will fill the gaps asap. :)

but some gaps will never be filled.
still its to each his own.
you got yours i got mine.
thats the gap you see.
yeah, i did say many things is not impossible.
but there's still exceptions.

ARSHAVIN !

and.. i dunno why i feel so happy upon finding that book.. LOL
and the wind is super super strong..
can hear many things toppling. serious !
usual..

男人不坏，女人不爱。
欺骗女人不是错，骗得不好才是错 =P

2009-04-21T02:10:00.003+08:00

backside itchy go clear room.
end up throw many many weird things..
even a bible, some candles, some bai bai thing, letters..
gifts, chocolates, HANDPHONE also !
books, jars, alot more la..
marlboro from dunno how long ago..
liquor bottles..
files books..

i rmb how jye shiow always scream when i nvr bring file -.-
how rolex always force us go buy new 1..
now i got them all !
books of CME frm sec 3 onwards stays there -.-

backside itchy go read and see somethings..
smile over some silly things also..

saw some raped victim face in the year book also.. LOL LOL LOL

back to more packing. . .

2009-04-20T04:57:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. when night falls, ppl like become a changed person ?
what makes one different from the others, i think,
is, your own beliefs.
see this chino !
to each his own actually.

and i really believe in, if you do charity, dont gamble.
yes. Seriously.
i wont go into details.
is quite obvious im sure.
night le, but the weather seem to be so hot -.-
or maybe is just me n sean.
cus we both, were hard done by 1.
is really a double _l_

ahh chee bye fuck it fuck it fuck it.
im not upset.
im just pissed off.
is like, won that fight but lost that war..
so so so near. . . but.. ..
im not talking bout soccer. Something else.
much more impt than soccer.

We only live once.
Yet in this short span of a lifetime why do we still forget certain things?
and.. Its never easy saying goodbye.

2009-04-19T02:53:00.002+08:00

ODDS DONT LIE

hitting the books after godknows how long,
its really very tedious..

ytd, so stunned at those things,
that i just look at franco with such a blank look.
is like, some, new things.
not exactly pleasant.

i was literally so tired that i freaking slept while waiting to be respawan in a lan shop -.-
so crap.
so crap.
so crap.
so crap.
so crap.

so crap.
so crap.
so crap.

dont look back,
nothing worthy comes easily :)